A crack in the band of misfits.

So I fought with a coworker yesterday.

You have to understand. At the BT, we're a band of misfits who love each other like family. So when we fight, its heart breaking. I confronted coworker (Billy, who is a 44 year old boy) with some ish that I had heard, and asked him why he said it. His response was "because I don't like you." This was said in front of two younger coworkers. [My heart sank as I instantly reverted to that night that me, my parents and my ex-husband sat at the Starbucks and my dad asked Jeremy if he even liked me (let alone love me)....and Jeremy said "nope".] I nearly blacked out and screamed at Billy "Don't you ever ask me for anything ever again!" I was so angry and hurt. Later on, Billy came to me and acknowledged his malice intentions, and apologized.  He said his feelings were hurt because I defriended him on facebook.

Really?


I marinated on the stream of events the whole evening, and came to a few conclusions:

1. Facebook is a serious weapon.
2. I still have abandonment issues.
3. I'm hobbling along in the wilderness only thanks to God's mercy, and am in need of serious redemption.